It's Just One of Those Days

Subject: It's Just One of Those Days Thu Feb 16, 2012 6:35 pm

I cannot make the words come out
I cannot translate these thoughts into a language that
anyone can understand
living in my head is a heaven in hell
the one place I cant escape,
the one thing I can't hide from

I feel like I'm trapped in this body and limited
when I(we) just want to break out
and be set free

it's a constant mosh pit of emotions
rubbing and smashing into another

if I'm not, then there is always someone thinking in my head
always functioning
always wondering
always dreaming
always screaming
always begging me for my attention
always dragging me into its colorful pit of bittersweet confusion

a whirlwind of insecurity
a storm of questions
a yearning to know why

why can I not answer these questions based upon myself that i of all
people should know...

they say no one can know you better than yourself
but that's hard when you are more than one,
when "yourself" consists of many pieces to a puzzle that do not fit
each other
thus being because these pieces do not belong to one individual puzzle
but to many individual puzzles with their own unique pictures and thoughts

when will all the pieces fit?
do i really want to solve this puzzle?
will I ever?
or am I destined to remain scattered, unsolved and abstract?

© Rachel Livingston

Subject: It's Just One of Those Days Mon Feb 20, 2012 10:18 am

Sheesh. That was good.

Subject: Re: It's Just One of Those Days Mon Feb 20, 2012 10:26 am

senor_ding_dong wrote:: Sheesh. That was good.

Thanks

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